I have been so absent from my blog and I think from my life to. It is not easy to make the path back … So many things have happened and at the same time it seems like nothing has changed. Almost one year, almost one year since I last wrote anything, one year since I last I wrote a word in this blog. Did you ever have that feeling that your entire life is changed but from a naked eye, nothing, really, truly nothing changed? I feel that way right now. I still work in the same place, I still drive the same car, I still have the same name … and at the same time. I feel like somebody else is here, typing this words. I think in so many ways I dress, act, talk like somebody else. I must be somebody different than who I was a year a go. There are so many things, so many stories … I will tell you all those, ok, maybe not all. Just some, just enough. I am open, and at the same time, this makes no sense. But I promise I will do my best to explain how even tho, I am the same person. That person is now gone, different forever changed …